under the moon lyrics

I'm still here under the moon

I was just a child but you seemed like so much more
The way you would approach me and drift across the floor
I'd see you in the hall and you'd kiss me with a smile
I never understood it, was I even worth your while?

The other kids at school they would hate me and they'd spit
'Cause I was just a no one to them I wasn't shit
But you would always hold me and stand there by my side
We were only 17 we'd be together till we died

But then it all happened the ever dreadful day
Somebody tried to rape you and now I'll make him pay
You pointed him out to me, my thoughts began to race
I took my daddy's 45 and shot him in the fuckin' face

I did it all for you and though I'm facin' years
I would do the time just to equal all your tears
The last thing that you told me when I left the courtroom
Is that we'd always be together, 'cause we're both under the moon

I'll forever love you even in your doom
We'll always be together, 'cause we're both under the moon
I'll forever love you even in your doom
We'll always be together

I sit here in my cell and the walls are made of stone
I justified your pain but now I sit alone
I write another letter, I write one everyday
I never got a letter back, I write 'em anyway

I try to call collect your number has been changed
I'm starin' at the light bulb and I start to feel deranged
You never came to visit me I sit facin' tha glass
No one's on tha other side and now it's in tha past

My head is always spinnin' I'm poundin' on the wall
I feel like I'm forgotten no sign of you at all
You're probably gettin' married, you're probably gettin' fucked
I'll break out of this cage and try to cut that muthafucka up

I curl up in the corner, my body will corrode
My teeth are turnin' into dust, skin is growin' mold
I'm starin' out tha window of my eternal doom
I know that you are out there somewhere underneath the moon

I'll forever love you even in your doom
We'll always be together, 'cause we're both under the moon
I'll forever love you even in your doom
We'll always be together

Many, many years, many more to go
Does she still remember? God, He only knows
I now become a savage, they chain me to a wall
I still can see your body, I still can hear ya call

I'm nothin but a maggot, I'm locked away and lost
The world that duzn't want me my dignity is tossed
And to tha girl for who I feel this doom
Look here, fuck you and the moon

Fuck you and the moon, fuck you and the moon
Fuck you and the moon, fuck you and the moon

I'll forever love you even in your doom
We'll always be together, 'cause we're both under the moon
(Fuck you and the moon)
I'll forever love you even in your doom
We'll always be together, 'cause we're both under the moon
(Fuck you and the moon)

I'll forever love you even in your doom
We'll always be together, 'cause we're both under the moon
(Fuck you and the moon)
I'll forever love you even in your doom
We'll always be together, 'cause we're both under the moon
(Fuck you and the moon)

I'll forever love you even in this doom
We'll always be together, 'cause we're both under the moon
I'll forever love you even in this doom
We'll always be together, 'cause we're both under the moon

I'm still here under the moon, I'm still here under the moon
I'm still here under the moon, still under the moon
I'm still here under the moon, still under the moon
I'm still here under the moon, still under the moon
I'm still here under the moon, still under the moon