this is not me lyrics

What happened? Why didn't I listen to myself over the years
I thought I'd know how to handle it but I didn't
So confused where I stand
Do I stand alone, with each individual?

This is not me, I used to be so strong
Now I feel weak

This is not me, I never said that it was
I didn't like it because I had lost my way
This is not me, you know that it's true
And I'd been lying to you just to convince myself
This is not me

What happened? Why didn't I speak up at the time?
I thought I'd know what was going on but I didn't
So confused where I stand
Do I stand alone, with each individual?

This is not me, I never said that it was
I didn't like it because I had lost my way
This is not me, you know that it's true
And I'd been lying to you just to convince myself

So confused where I stand
Do I stand alone? Someone tell me

'Cause this is not me, I never said that it was
I didn't like it because I had lost my way
This is not me, you know that it's true
And I'd been lying to you just to convince myself

This is not me, this is not me
I used to be so weak and now I feel strong
Hey, yeah, yeah