tears in a vial lyrics

This may seem all too confusing
How I could walk away
From something so weird
But you see it all got too demanding, yeah
And I just didn't care, I just didn't care
If I cared, if I cared

Lately, I've been left wanting
But not wanting you
Attraction that once was no longer there
Ooh, and it sucks to be taken for granted
When the veil is drawn and there's only air

I had to walk away
Give up something I loved
For what I loved even more
And saved my tears for you

Everything has lost its meaning
I have to let it go
Define myself, myself
It starts something new, brand new

Forced too deep in a mirror
To face who I really am
Now it's just me 'cause I can afford you

I had to walk away
Give up something I loved
For what I loved even more
And saved my tears for you

I gave up something I loved
For what I loved even more
And I saved my tears for you in a vial
And I walked away

You were so beautiful to look upon
I could see the light in your smile
Your eyes were the windows into your soul
Your body was heavenly just like the sky

Oh, until all your good looks betrayed you
Which ain't much
Counted on your, count of the smiles are too long
Your eyes are empty, windows broken
The body may be here but the soul is gone

I'll save my tears for you in a vial
For every wicked thing that you did, that you said
But to sit and wait, I'm buried with your love
So many tears in a vial
Now that you're gone
And now that you're dead