symbolic lyrics

S is for the sickness we create with each other
Why is for the time that's spent with your brothers
Me I'm contemplating all the looks in the yes
Beating down the doors with no place to hide

Only living witness to what I fell inside
Looking past the last laugh wth no
Reason to cry when you're from the outside
You've got to stay high could it make a difference
That's why you try

Easy come easy go there's no in between
You're better off realizing, do your own thing
Do this, do that, they wan't you to sing
Gotta hold my own don't live out their dream

Stand up beaten down strictly for your soul
You pave the way they want control
Understand pay the man it's not what it seems
Before you know it you lose everything

Have you heard the one about the world coming down?
I try to make it easy try and stay down
What does it mean where does it go?
Try to make it easy or my minds going to blow

Do you get lost in reality you've got to realize?
It can't change me this way, that way
How does it go? It's got me thinking
Does it mean anything hey is this symbolic?