one thousand apologies lyrics

There you stood in disbelief,
trying all you could to see through these lies
And every word that I could breathe,
would find you more inclined to leave, but I tried
And knowing what I've done to you,
with every thought you suffer through
My heart as black as evil can be
And everything I could have been,
erased by what I wanted then
I couldn't think a lesser man

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All the delicate ways
That I deepened our graves
My apology pales

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All the pain in your eyes
My regrets have never known such sorrow
All the shame that you hide
Resolutions are the same tomorrow

So now I reap what I have sown, and any rapture I
had shown has bled dry
And I walked the streets alone, accepting the pain I'd
never known, as you died
Then I hurt myself to see it too, to feel the knife I put
in you
My heart as broken as my ways
I never should've let it pass, this fall was never meant
to last
The reason gone and damage stays

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I'm sorry
Just what do you think you are doing?
My mind is going
I can feel it
Goodbye

Kill the cost, and your final phase
So much cost your last
Kill the cost, and your final phase
So much cost your last
Kill the cost, and your final phase
So much cost your last
Kill the cost, and your final phase
So much cost your last

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