life of the party lyrics

I dont wanna believe that its over



you might see me smilin

but inside im dying

too proud to let it show

i aint the one

you wont see me crying

but its hard to let it go

all my time on the tour bus

wasnt good for us

and then you throw it all

started gettin around with a few choice chicks

but we had something special

plus the sex was sick



do you remember

from the bed to the wall

on the floor by the fireplace

i know you remember

on the truck couldnt wait

so we got off on the garden state

somehow we must of got all turned around on love's freeway

now i cant find my way home to you

oh girl



still

i get love in the hood

still

acting like my life is all good

still

putting up a false bravado

when i lost you i lost my winning ticket to lotto

still

everytime i raise my glass

i try to drink away my past

to the world i might appear to be the life of the party

but they dont see me



i never thought id be the one missing

oh, i cant take this emptyness

and i cant keep going on like this

and i cant keep pretending that this dont hurt like a mother babe

i know that its crazy for me to come over

i had to see you

i know i gotta to change girl

ill do that quick

you need to take me back cause the sex was sick



remember when we used to ride the bus

i guess girl how we came up

my career, chicks, and all that

id give it up just to have you back

cause moneys only paper girl

and this house dont feel like home when im alone

whenever you see me

baby remember



yall dont see

you only see what you see on the TV

this is my reality

girl youll get to know me