if tragedy's appealing, then disaster's an addiction lyrics

Well tragedy's appealing
Disaster an addiction
Waiting for the good in everything
While the world keeps feeling

There's safety in this distance
This painting, entertainment
Waiting for the good in everything
While the world keeps feeling

'Cause distance
With these problems
I'm not a failure now
I'm not a failure now

Anxiety's misleading
It's kosher, yet revealing
Waiting for the good in everything
While the world keeps feeling

And shine a light down on this
And shine a light down on everyone
And everything we see
While the world keeps feeling

This distance
With these problems
I'm not a failure now
I'm not a failure now
Not a failure

You wonder why
And realize what we're made of
Afraid of
Afraid of
Afraid of
Afraid of failing

Failing now
In spite of this, in spite of
I'm not a failure now
In light of this, in light of
I'm not a failure
Failing now