i just want to see the boy happy lyrics

Lord, these words I beg of You
As I kneel down at my bed
Because soon I will be dead
Let?s face it, soon I will be dead

And I just want to
I want to see the boy happy
With some hope in his pale eyes
Is that too much to ask?

Before I die
I have one final dream
For my own life
I don?t care anything

Lord, these words I beg of You
As I kneel down at my bed
Let?s face it, soon I will be dead

And I just want to
I want to see the boy happy
With his arms around his first love
Is that too much to ask?

Before I die
I have one final dream
For my own life
I don?t care anything

And I just want to
I want to see this boy happy
Why is this such a bad thing?