heaven's gate lyrics

Oh shit, here comes morning
Another ugly bang that I dreaded coming
Go back to sleep, let the curtains protect me
Keep them closed so the light won't get me
Stuck inside, afraid of big spaces
Too much noise and too many faces
All the mail left unanswered
Kickin' down my door
Like a final reminder
I've been waiting on it comin'
Waiting so long
I wanna be there when it all goes off
And everything I need is in the verification of your genius
OK, but I'm not ready, I'll get up and go
'Cos I feel so guilty
Is anybody there?
The door is still ringing
It's not for me, just another religion
Someone selling something
I'd let you in but the house is so empty
Feed me, any salvation
I'm payin' through the nose, for my inspiration
I've been waiting on it comin'
Waiting so long
I wanna be there when it all goes off
And everything I need is in the verification of your genius
Wish I could sleep forever
It's all catching up and I surrender
Clock keeps chipping at my existence
A final reminder, always there in the distance
I've been waiting on it comin'
Waiting so long
I wanna be there when it all goes off
And everything I need is in the verification of your genius