carry on lyrics

There was something in your eyes that I saw tonight
I never thought that I would see it
Now there's holes in my walls
And there's glass on the floor
And you said you didn't mean it

You went from zero to none in these past three months
On your level of affection
I ain't gonna be that girl
That cries herself to sleep
Putting up with your rejection
'Cause

I can't carry on, livin' life like this
This can't be what it is
I don't wanna live my life like this
I can't carry on, livin' life like this
This can't be what it is
I don't wanna live my life like this

When I try to make sense
Out of what we have I always fall into depression
Because I know in my heart
That we both grown apart ain't no use of us pretending

We never talk on the phone
And you're never at home
And if you are there's always tension
I ain't gonna be that girl
That ends up staying, sitting around just regretting
'Cause

I can't carry on, livin' life like this
This can't be what it is
I don't wanna live my life like this
I can't carry on, livin' life like this
This can't be what it is
I don't wanna live my life like this

I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of spiting
My life is a storm full of raining and lighting
My insides are pleading from all of the screaming
Sometimes I just feel like I'm no longer breathing

I look in your eyes all I see is a demon
I'm tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve
And I just don't know why I stay
'Cause day after day I continue to say

I can't carry on, livin' life like this
This can't be what it is
I don't wanna live my life like this
I can't carry on, livin' life like this
This can't be what it is
I don't wanna live my life like this