in visible light lyrics

How can time still drain
every little beat of my heart?
In my time of need
i want to destroy anything you are

(chorus)
Grief is the light
i cant deny i'm afraid of you
Grief is the light
i'm not afraid to deny

What have you ever denied?
Because you're just the one that had it all
while i'm just the dice in your hands
and no, its not easy

(chorus)

Will i suffer in vain?
You're feeding all my fears
i cannot escape
you're here in my head

(chorus)